Heartsickness
what a strange concept pang of nausea emptiness out of nowhere from a memory a song a gentle breeze undone again There is no equation for how long how strongly we will feel heartsick we can gauge it by: tears anger intensity duration, but really it is the importance placed on what has been lost The sickness the longing can hurt more than the break because it is not real it is a longing for what does not exist what may have never existed I would like to think we can measure our love in the impact someone makes on how we see the world ourselves our capacity for giving receiving and what we do in the shadow of losing them Love changes us that is the nature of love whether we are the person who falls or who receives or both There is no love that is not real there is no love that lasts forever there is only our ability to give ourselves up to love no matter the risk without fear of feeling heartsick
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Celerah HewesJust your ordinary introvert exploring and writing about some of the things I love: travel, music, and being human. Categories
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