Missing You

Almost always
I am thinking about you
I miss you
I want to share music with you
Something makes me laugh
And I know you would too

Almost always
I remember that you know
That I am waiting
And that this is your choice
To not share or laugh
That I told you I was here
When you were ready

Almost always
I am ok with waiting
Because I know that I said everything I felt
That I stood up for what I deserve
Closure or another chance

But sometimes I cry and
I want you in my life
I miss you and get mad
At myself for thinking
you would be there
Almost always.

Because you aren’t here
I was wrong
Like I have been before
Like I will be again
Like I am
Almost always

And I question if you were real
If you miss me too
And if you are wondering
If I you should reach out
And the answer is yes
Almost always